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ooo ill play when i get my 'puter fixed!!! so cool guys!!!

Is this about my bday??!??????? lol jk

lol tbh I love cats but I’d be worried that kitty would end up as a snack for this guy despite my best intentions ?

heyyy guys.... thank u so much..... im ok ive got a birthday ending in 0 next week, feelin a lil sad and lonely. talked to some old friends from the ancient past... that was weird. not good but not all bad i guess. didnt get the closure i wanted but maybe it just came in a form i didnt expect just thinkin about my life. there are my "normal" friends who have kids, families, and so on, and being an adult now, on an emotional level, those are the things i want, stability, etc, not bein an art star like when i was 20 its whatever. ill be ok. im feelin a lil better today. thanks for the hugs, i needed that

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Zach, think of this as being like a martial art. you wanna be a black belt, but theres lots of other colors of belts that you have to get first, and thats gonna take a long time! you currently have whatever belt u get for just showing up on the first day of class - the ones 5 year olds have so, u have to like......... do stuff??? no ones just gonna give you a black belt, you have to earn it, and there are no shortcuts in evolution

brb kms

Zach, who's the most inspirational director to you? What's the first name that comes to mind? Your favorite director? @Zach Goodwin2

yeah, that's a start!

::sigh::

meanwhile, Zach, i AM writing! with a busted computer no less!! im like a lil baby bird with a broken wing rn doesnt matter — you dont need final draft to write, or even electricity, just do it the dialogue i cooked up in the last hour and a half is pretty dope ? im sure youre busy writing too, dont mean to keep ya!!

oh cool! hey, why dont i just write it for you?? edit:

Zak!!! how r u?? ? edit: I use these

whats that all about??? ???

really??? omg ?

no one knows! lol naw jk, it’s like... a rolls royce a rolls Royce used to be this very expensive fancy car handmade by the best people, and it still kind of is, but its also kind of a really expensive 7 series cuz bmw owns them now and they share technology so

that million bucks is going to be the average sale price of a house in LA pretty soon... a house

i couldnt live without the internet for any amount of money, id rather die. i talk about how great the 90s were, before 9/11, etc etc, but im full of it. contemporary internet is freakin fantastic on one hand, its the absolute key to my dream life, where i could spend the time needed on sets, in LA, but NOT LIVE THERE ANYMORE!!! im over it!! but i wanna be able to communicate with ppl v well, and just today, with my broken imac, i sent a friend a drive link to my film from my phone, he downloaded that 7 gig file, and watched it on his 4k tv, all in a matter of minutes. unreal! i grew up in an age where ppl MAILED FILM. OVERNIGHT. EXPRESS. CAN OF FILM IN THA MAIL. additionally, internet allows an introvert on a mountain, like myself, to talk to the whole world~! and thats how i found u guys, and i find ppl irl who become my filmmaking friends all the time ??? and theres free p*rn, not for @BTM_Pix tho

i COULD have put this money toward an overheating camera, instead i have a smelly paperweight ?

BUT I WAS FOLLOWING THE DIRECTIONS ?????? @kye it has prores 444

ok, now, no one needs to make fun of me on this one, ok guys? So I bought a $120 toaster from amazon... insane, right? Who the f needs a $120 toaster? I’m poor, not me!!! Well, it was HIGHLY RECOMMENDED by a friend who cooks a ton, and the reviews on Amazon were amazing, so I went ahead and did it...! https://www.amazon.com/Panasonic-NB-G110P-FlashXpress-Infrared-Removable/dp/B008C9UFDI the first month was really something — toasting up a storm. But THEN, a week after my Amazon 1 month return window expired, A PIECE OF TOAST FELL through the grate onto the bottom heating element, and now it’s all messed up!! burnt toast matter on the light bulb like heating element... tried to clean it ??? Dealing with Panny has been absurd — anybody else had to deal with Panny customer service before? - they’re closed when they’re supposed to be open - chatbot wanted to fix the screen on my toaster - I am finding this tiresome

of course zach, i was being ironic. im just saying that at the end of the day, you have to find time to do both things, study and work on filmmaking. think to yourself: what would Director X, who you admire, do? if he was in your shoes at your age in your situation? would he be working on filmmaking tonight? probably

ok, be a biologist edit: wait, wheres the video??

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